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TY for clearing up the Joshie related stuffs, Joshie. whee heart
I thought you were mad at me 'cause I was GRing... sad
So...on RO, I joined thsi new guild. I do more work the the guild leader does, so I'm leaving it soon. I just...wanna be apart of a guild. sad I take care of everyone in the guild I'm in now, help out everyonen regardless of anything else I have planned...I like being dependable to those people that need me.
On RO...seems to me I get along with the new people to the game rather than those who have been playing a long time. The people who have been playing a long time are cocky, ignorant, and selfish and I swear it now to NEVER become like that.
I'm applyin for a job at this fast food place in the mall. blaugh I need a job...and bustin tables for minimum wage is just enough to make me feel satisfied with my life. I get outta the house, I get to meet new people, and most importantly make some money on my own. 3nodding
RO...man...I sold ALL my s**t on my cart! I'm so happy!!! whee I made 1.4mil overnight and now I'm not broke no more and it feels so good. crying Now I gotta hunt, though, so I can have more stuf to sell. whee
Haven't heard from Slasher in a while....
No one has sent me a PM in like forever crying Makes meh so mad!
Oh~and I realized something about my journal....
For now on, I need to realize I don't make entry's so people will comment. I make them so I can tell all the things that go on in my life and in my head. whee
I...I am in love. redface With who?....Daddy Yankee. He's a music artist for those illinformed out there. wink whee I love his song "Gasolina" redface I could listen to it all day....As a matter of fact, I did. 3nodding All his songs...so cool heart ....and they're in spanish, so of course I dont' understand a word sweatdrop ....but still...its like when Josh talks in spanish to me. ::sighs dreamily:: It drives me friggin crazy~!!!!! redface I love it so much! I'm listening to that song now, as a matter of fact. blaugh I just love it so much redface I gotta get this CD....yes, CD. Me buying a CD is a rare thing...so yea, this artist pwns my heart. redface heart I get all blushy and stuff like now and I keep stoppin to hide my face cause I'm teh shyness....
...so....my puerto rican music love star got me thinking so bad....
::sigh:: I got it bad....
Keep...like...I cant' stop thinkin 'bout Josh. Way worse than before...I kepe trying...its so ******** bad now...not bad as in negative, just...I shouldn't do this....I'm with Isaac now so I'm suppose to be like cool and stuff...but I'm not...I mean...
I dunno...I'm not a good girlfriend to Isaac...I feel so bad about it...I wanna be good, I really do...but I can't fall outta love with Josh and most importantly...well...I don't want to. sad I still got some strong a** feelings for him, and now he's way more perfect than before...so like...I just can't resist...Josh is addictive, like a drug can't get enough....
Its not that I dont' love Izzy, 'course I do...I just...dont want to let go of Josh. I love Josh...no matter what. I bet you guys think I'm so stupid now, and if you do think that...then ******** you. Its how I feel. Its what makes me happy and...it just feels right in my heart, mind, body, and soul....
What feels even worse now, is that Isaac reads this journal...so now he knows...
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