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The color draining from my eyes I see the evidence of my lie. I realise in that moment between love and reality..I am nothing..I will never be anything..Unless he saves me..The one I love is standing right in front of me and I beg him to help me..I plead for him to save me from the darkness. As he walks away I begin to sob and call his name..He has made his decision and leaving me is part of it. When my tears stop..I am left an emotional heap of nothing..I want to get up but the darkness is pulling me down slowly..How could he do that to me..I sat and asked myself that questions for what felt like hours..Then when I was on the verge of giving up I notice two figures running toward me in the night...At that exact moment it dawned on me that..he was only going to get some help..he loved me..I would be alright.