Sorry I haven't updated in a while. I just haven't felt like writing. confused I've not had a good time at all...
So yeah, I've been miserable and unhappy lately and I don't know why, nor do my parents or anyone else. They're thinking it might have to with my medication, so I don't know if they're going to take me off some of it or do the whole, "The boy is unhappy, how do we fix this? I know, we'll just drug him up some more!" deal. mad
And on the subject of medication...
The stuff I'm taking right now from what I've heard can give you diabetes, so my mother had to draw my blood for a test. (yes, she draws blood as a profession... gonk ) Besides, we'd been putting off my yearly blood draw for months, so now's the perfect time for it, right?
It's never the perfect time when you're deathly afraid of shots. gonk
So I wake up in the morn (it must be done after 10 hours fasting, so morning is the perfect time (pleasant thing to wake up to, I know)) and the needle is ready and I've decided I'm not going to freak out for once. She has me lay out my arm; I panic a little as I look away. So then she goes in. Think I handled it like a big, tough man?
WRONGO exclaim
I panic like never before. I don't know if it was the fact that the whole thing was rushed or what, but this was the worst blood draw I'd ever had. I felt like I was going to faint or vomit or what. So she's got the needle in me, and apparently something wrong is with the equipment, and the blood is hardly going up throught the tube (or so I heard, I was looking away the whole time). So she has to pull the thing out, check it, and then STICK ME AGAIN. gonk
It turns out that the tube didn't have the suction or whatever that it was supposed to have, so it hardly took any blood. I was so messed up I had to lie down under a blanket for 15 minutes... And I have to do it again next week.
AGAIN. NEXT WEEK. scream
But on a happier note, it's finally warm season, so I've decked out my avatar in summer wardrobe.
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After:
Well, that's all I've got. Ciao.
EDITNESS: The needle of doom is coming on Monday, not the supposed wednesday that was promised. SO I DON'T EVEN GET A WEEK! gonk
