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well things are good but idk, last night i got drunk with my friend Rae and Joe.
so Rae aparently has a crush on me or as she puts it im the hottest thing ever (im not), and i cant act on it cause of my statis, and like many times before the situation is gonna drive a wedge between us. it happens every time. and to complacate things even more Joe aparently thinks the same as Rae.
and i just dont know what to do i feel so lost and confused, what can i do?
it just seems to never end , im at the prime of my life and yet the world has already almost crushed me. theres so much presure always coming down on me, and i cant push up. and i know that there are many ppl with more concurning problems. idk, ohh well what can one do ?





With morbid eyes
with a morbid kiss
with a morbid touch
I taste a morbid crush
with a morbid glare
with a morbid stare
we fall into eachother morbidly.
With morbid lust
with morbid love
brought on by morbid seduction.
So kiss me and touch me morbidly.
As we fall into eachother
with morbid seduction