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I haven't written in here in quite a while. A lot has happened since the last time I added a journal entry. The day after my last journal entry, my boyfriend broke up with me. He has commenced in treating my like s**t and then going and dating my now ex-friend. If that isn't twisting the knife in my chest, I don't know what is. She has turned him into a really ugly person. I know that he treated me like dirt after he broke up with me, but I know that he did that to try and make me get over him. Now, he is just mean and says things to hurt me all the time and I don't know why. But he acts just like her. Just last week, I was actually getting along with him in class and we were laughing and joking, and then I was just messing around and I knocked the book out of his hand. He got all pissed off and mumbled under his breath, "There's a reason I broke up with you." I can't believe he would say something like that! The Joseph I knew would never say anything like that. But now, everytime I end up having a decent conversation with him, he goes and says or does something to hurt me. He has completely changed since he started dating her, and it's because she isn't a very good person. I don't even know who he is anymore.