After endless searching I have given up on the searching for the Loyla key of heaven. I do not wish to continue this mission. I do not apolgize to God for thinking of this. I have grown to like the humans. Yes they're sinful and are weak, but I grow with them daily. I have fallen and have caved to tempation. I crave things, things that the mortals crave. Love, lust, gluttony. I have found things that I thought once were dreadful. Not so bad at all. It is something in human nature. It is hard to explain that feeling. That feeling of tempation. It is more pleasing. Not a lasting sense of pleasure though. More of an...... instantous one. It however brings great pride to me. It is a different pleasure then the one felt in heaven. A more satisfying one. Even though the mortal priest preach of a more pleasurable feeling well come to you in heaven. It is not true. It is not true at all. Yet I say nothing. The mortals do not know about my past. They just know me as I am now.
Angel
 DaMaCaiLi · Thu Mar 31, 2005 @ 02:07am · 0 Comments |
