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Well, I have been thinking. And here are the random ramblings of my mind.
Last weekend on saturday, I had a dream. Now this is good for me because I hardly dream and for some reason I am starting to dream more and more. Which is very good! Yay me! Hopefully no nightmares come along......
Well it starts out like so:
There was this woman. She was really pretty but I don't remember what she looked like exactly. She was married to this old man with lots of money. Well, the man cheated on her with his secretary so she left him for this tall, African American, basketball star. Together, they had three children and, by the looks of it, I helped take care of them and worked in the household as a nursery type person and a nurse.
The dream changes.
I am now running through a dank hall and I enter an overcrowded bathroom. Children, mothers, guys everywhere and it took all I could just to get to the back of the bathroom. There was the family's butler in the back with the woman's smallest child. It was a baby girl. She was dressed in blue travel clothes and she was sleeping like nothing was happening. I did exactly what my mind told me to do, I picked the small child from the butlers arms and he grabbed a bag and we squeezed out of the room.
The hallway was completely empty and nothing could be heard except the pitter patter of our feet running on the stone floor.
The dream changed again. It looked like it was only a few minutes in the future and we were in front of a black car. I handed the child to the woman and she smiled at me then me and the butler were off and running again.
At one point we split up. But suddenly there I was entering the bathroom once again. This time the butler had a little boy dressed in travel clothes. The little boy didn't know what was going on and kept to himself. I picked him up and we entered the hall for the second time.
Well, when we entered, two guard/police appeared in front of us. They had on like a dull blue uniform with guns at their sides. I started running in the other direction, the butler behind me with a bag over his shoulder. And we came face to face with more guards. We ran through a maze of halls and we turned, somehow we just kind of lost them. We arrived back at the car where once again the woman took her second child and we were off towards the bathroom.
I reentered the bathroom but the different thing was, it was completely empty. There wasn't anyone except the butler and the last child. It was the eldest, a girl. The butler finished helping her get her travel clothes on and she looked at me with a clear understanding of what was happening. I took her hand and we all started running.
A big crash could be hear. A white light. Then I woke up.
That is where I always wake up and I can never understand what crashed and where the white light came from. This dream comes to me a lot now and sometimes only the ended plays in my mind right before I wake up. It is really weird.
Well, now that my dream is out of the way, onto what I am doing this summer.
Sad isn't it that I already know what I am doing this summer...and it isn't even May!
Well, once a week, maybe twice I will have color guard practices. They will most likely be held at our captains house, in which she has a pool! So she said pool parties and stuff is what we are going to have. Soon we will have a car wash to raise money for hopefully new vests for our color guard uniforms.
Jake is coming over here for a week in the summer. I am so happy he is, and that finally we will be able to see face to face.......or face to chest he is so freaking tall! All I really want is to be with him. Be there for him and have him there for me and to be able to just hold each other when one of us is down and laugh together and just everything normal. I missed him so much this past week that I went into a light depression. But he is back now and I couldn't be any happier!
I want to be a nurse. My true dream. I want to help people so much. So, to further this dream and get it closer to reality, I am seeing if I can get a volunteer job at the community hospital. I know it isn't the best hospital, like Bronson, but I can't get in there, and lakeview is easier. *shrugs* maybe junior summer! lol but I can't wait and I hope I do get a volunteer job there because it would help a lot.
Well, when Jake was down at his sister's house he ended up telling them all about me! It made me blush big time but I am happy he did. His sister and her...fiance I think it is....sound so nice and offered for him to live down there for some reasons not mentioned in these ramblings. But, they said I could come down there while he is and it would be just wonderful if I could. I would like a few days with him every, hell I just want to be with him every day. But sadly that can't happen right now. Once I graduate I have a choice. Stay here and go to college. Go to California and go to college if me and Jake are still together. Only if we are still together.
Jake sent me some pictures of the shore over there one time and it was so beautiful that I actually need to go over there and actually SEE it for myself. Anything seen in person is much more beautiful.
Another dream of mine is to go to Japan and live there. It would be very very nice and I want a traditional Japanese house with some western style rooms. I would also love to learn Japanese. The Japanese culture is something that I admire a lot. It is weird, I should be happy I am in America....right? wrong! lol...I am not the happiest person I could be in America. My states economy is crashing for petes sake! *small sigh*
Well I think that is god for now.
Hope you liked the random ramblings of Katie!
*bows and exits stage right*
 moon_neko_23 · Fri Apr 27, 2007 @ 09:40am · 2 Comments |
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