life is such a beautiful lie.nothing is real and the things that are tend to hurt.maybe it wouldnt be like this if i went away.to a new place.to a fresh start.maybe with sarah to nevada.or maybe on my own somewhere,i dont know.i know theres good in life.and i do tend to stumble upon it.many a time.But i dont think i can take the same thing from eli that i got from gabe. i mean i just got over it. heh he probaly hates me now to. he sure as hell sounded like it. oh wait.. i just realized you have no idea what im talking about. ah oh well. a little mystery never killed anyone.I need to do this on my own. i need tyo prove to mom..to everyone that i am capable of doing this on my own. i want to prove i can live. but the question is... can I? for anyone who reads this... im not an emo kid really.. just a kid who thinks weird.. is weird all around. and im a sad kid right now. but shhh dun tell anyone. ninja theres a second part to what i wrote. but i tihnk thats something only my dear david koi should be able to read.
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