ok so it's been a long time since i've written a journal on gaia... actualli i haven't written one on vee eff for even longer.... i think... the only journal i've kept up with is myspace.... well let's see... robby is where i left off with last time huh... well we definitely didn't end up going on our date.... in fact he seems to have dropped off the earth completely i haven't talked to him still and it's been a very very long time since i have... but that's ok whatever.... i've pretty much given up on love at this point... all my past boifriends/girlfriends have treated me poorly leading me to two conclusions.... 1. i'm going to die alone.... 2. there is no such thing as love.... ugghhzz wait... back up... have i told the story of michelle trying to set me up with aaron from viadora?? ok so i have to tell that before i go on about how there is no such thing as love, otherwise my rambling won't make sense... so i kept bugging her to let me give him her phone number because i knew he was single and she was single and she had told me she thought he was hott at the viadora concer drug her to in ent last year... so i kept bugging her to let me... and finally she was like no if you don't stop i'm going to give him your number.... i didn't think she was serious, but she was.... he never called me, which is good... but to this day it's hard to go to viadora concerts... anyways, so appearentli aaron doesn't believe in love either he only believes in one night stands... and it scares me that i'm starting to agree with him partly because i have given up on love... it really scares me... well moving on... i am done ranting on love now... ugghhzz now lets fast foreward a little bit... so i finalli got to meet leah's boifriend james..and his brother dan.. [now appearentli i'm ho number 3 and dan's our pimp...] but anyway, so yeah and then i got called a tramp by my own mother.... i am alreadi having a bad time, just coz i get like this every year..... from march-june i become completely depressed because of dylan and stuff and i just kind of get crazii and cry all the time... well anyways... leah chopped off some of her hair... i think it looks cute short... i'm waiting for mine to grow out now... but i think we're gonna put green or something in the back sometime... ugghhzz and right now i'm totalli sick, but i'm eating pizza like a retard anyway... and that's just gonna make me vomit even more... oh well... i'm so dumb... oh well... dude i'm gonna be 18 next year and i'm starting to freak out... i have absolutely no idea where i am going to go... mainly because leah has no idea where she is going to go... ohhh she started talking to her mom again... but she's never gonna live there again... anyways.. but yeah.... all i know is i'm gone as soon as i turn 18 and i'm getting my snakebites and uppers and my first tatoo... i'm really excited but at the same time i'm realli realli scared... and now i'm going to go listen to some lukas rossi now... maybe he can calm my nerves... since i'm just getting yelled at again... XP...
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