Today sucked for me in Real life Terms, my writing teacher that I idolize and is my mentor is quiting. He has Cancer and hes got to go. I dont want to see him go but I alway want him to get better. Tommarow is his last day. I want to write him a letter but im not sure how. Ive always been horrible at poems. He said he'd be back next year thing is Ill be gone...Its my senior year. I cried through 6th till now, Im somewhat feeling monotonal. I dont care if I get called like a crybaby or so so says just move on. hes an important person to me, because not only he is my teacher he taught me how to value things too and how to write better. Sure im no good then most geniuses out there but I sure as heck still try. I want to write a good story for him becuas eI feel a sense of duty that I need to because I owe it to him. I want to make him proud of his student and I want to give him something to have that he can savor through his Cancer so he can get better. I dont want him to die..He is like a 2nd parent to me since my parents never really care too much. Its times like these that makes you dwell and I really hope I can come with something that will make him Happy, Id hate to see him leave with a sad face. When he told me today he was frowning as if he were crushed by it too, I don't blame him. I just hope that I can pull off a good story just this once. I really do.
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