crying I'm just gonna come out and say it...I'm a bisexual....and my friends know this. Some are cooler about this then others. I was talking to my friend---my best friend and well she said I don't wanna hear about your feelings about another girl! It really upset me because I thought she'd be cool with it, it's not like she's the person I have a crush on...my friends up New York wouldn't care they'd be happy for me and tell me to go for it....but I can't (shes famous). If only...they were here with me or I was up there...I feel dirty...so dirty....why me? First I knew I was different....then I realize I was a bi and for a long time I was confuse if I really was a bi or a full out lesbian....now I know for sure and I hate myself....all it is a little crush for a famous singer...and I get treated like I'm selling my body for money.... crying