he told me he loved me
he said i would see
i trusted him
i thought id win
he started to shout
he said he never cared
i asked how he dared
i told him i belived him
he started to scream
he called me every name he could
he said i was stupid foolish and a b***h
he said i was stupid to believe him
he yelled louder
telling me to leave
as i stood i slapped him
he threw me out the door
he thought he had only hurt me a little
but he hurt much much more
i went to the car to cry
asking my self why
millions of things running through my head
wishing i were dead
thought about driving off a cliff
or slitting my wrists
or even a bullet through the head
i went home and laid in bed
remember all he had said
he never cared
i just stared at the ceiling
got my razor and slowly cut
releasing all my pain
cutting in ever which way
all i had left to say
"i loved u"
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