I went to the docs today (don't worry nothign serrious) i had to get his permission to get a blood test for my low iron... so that was ok... but when i was going to the counter where i had to pay (yes i had to pay for a 5 minute visit stare scream sad )
he comes out and writes on the sheet, so now i have to get blood test for iron and to check my surgar eek sad
not too happy... actually im very worried.......
i don't know why he siad that maybe i look funny or he checked my records.....
because the bad thing is my dad had diabeaties.... that was his cause of....... eh.. anyway...
mum also has diabeaties too.. and im like argh! not very nice, coz i have a higher change of getting it than anyone else.. and my dads dad (my grandad has it)
I think i'll go in hiding so i don't have to get a blood test....
what else?? I Am going to be wiccan, despite what anyone says, this is my own decision, etc....
its actually quite good, and the beilifes in it are realy great... for example; its about rencarnation and that we are born from the earth and return back form the earth...
when i die, in another 80-90 year {omg im going to live for another 80-90 yrs crying how long that will be... i could do haps of stuff, read shakespheare, learn to love and experience bad love, and traval.... etc.. sorry off topic redface } anyway when i die, i want to be burnt... because when i go out to see my dad, i like to go look at all the other graves, i don't know there is something quite peacefull about being in a grave yard... to see others graves, quite nice.... not morbid...
redface ANYWAY i would like to be cremated, coz then it would be easier to return back to the earth, and becuase soem graves arn't looked after much... like when mumu goes we will all have our own fmaily... sad and when i go my fmaily ownt be there....
anyway... um yeh
sorry, just tihnking about stuff...
and i fell down the stairs sad i dind't hurt my self
blood test tomorrow stare crying stare crying
 Lilah-Clover · Mon Feb 14, 2005 @ 11:09am · 4 Comments |
