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Okay yeah this sounds pathetic, I'm 13, and just finally getting my first kiss, well let me tell you this 1st kiss is one big old mess of confusion. Let's start at the beginning.... 1st per. - At this point i just got to school, after riding my bike, and i'm ready to have an awesome day. Starts with an over abundance of presents and then everyones settles down to watch a movie. While I'm thinking in my head what if I kissed Blake today.... 2nd per.- teacher has us finish up presentations before the holidays, yipee. 3rd per.- We watch a movie while i'm utterly disgusted by it and i think about, what if i kissed him... 4th per.- gym. we play dodgeball, and my best friend skips reading to hang out with me & her boyfriend. Lunch- this is when it really starts... I can't eat one bite, because I've decided it kiss him, or at least i plan on it. I ask my closest and most trusted friends for advice i get 2=yes, 1=if you want to, 1=no. Then i think, while people are throwing trash, yeah very delightful... 5th per.- Watched a movie, or stared at it while i thought about the kiss i planned on having.... The bell rings to end 5th period, i say to myself in my head, ok i'm gonna do it. I go to my locker, get my junk, and think & mentally prepare myself. Ok, then i walk down the hall, see my target, walk up to him while his attention is diverted and realize one huge problem. I forgot that i'm short and he's tall. grrr. I take a step back, re think my plan and take action. I walk up to him and say "Blake, hey, erm... can i kiss you?" then he says "What?" because he didn't hear me, i guess i was speaking softly because i was so nervous. Then i repeat "Can i kiss you?" Then he says "Why?" Then I say "Because I've liked you for the past 2 years and I've wanted to do this since Beth's party." Then he says "Yes." I couldn't believe it. Then something even more amazing happened, as I kissed him on the lips, he kissed me back! I couldn't believe it, it still feels like it's a dream! but I guess this proves dreams come true! then of course things were awkward, because this guy was like my best friend, that i liked. which is weird all by itself. but yeah. so then i wrote a note, making sure we're still friends, and yeah, we are. so now i just don't know what to do next. one of my friends thinks he likes me. so i wanna ask him. but i don't want to make an idiot out of myself, and i won't see him for two weeks! so life is gonna be very annoying for the next two weeks. wish me luck!
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~Artemis93~
Any comments are welcome! biggrin
 Artemis93 · Fri Dec 22, 2006 @ 04:30am · 1 Comments |
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