This was for yesterday by the way.... I just copy-pasted it off my myspace. Owell.
Bad day....
Current mood: depressed
So, firstly I'd like to say sorry to everyone who's had to put up with my crap this week. First I talked about Kyo too much. Then I was bitchy. Then I was depressed. Sorry everyone.
So, today I've been completely depressed all day. My grandpa was supposed to pass away last night, and if he didn't, then it would be soon. As of right now he's still alive, but I went through the whole day wondering if he was okay. I really wanted and needed to see him again. Last time my other grandpa was in the hospital, I stayed home and he ended up dieing the next day. I had to go see Papa or else I might have regretted it.
Then I turned too sharp to get into my parking spot at the hospital. I was right up against a truck. I couldn't back out, so I tried to fix it. That just made it worse. So I was right up against the guy, and put scratches on my car and the step of his truck. The people came out of the hospital and were like "yeah, the ____ is on his way" So whoever that guy was wrote down my info and insurance stuff. NaeNae (my fav. aunt) came out. By then I was crying cuz that just made my day worse. So I cried a few times there. Luckily the guy with the truck got his truck out okay and was nice about it.
Then I went to Panda Express and drove up too far, scratched the bumper. It was NOT a good day of driving for me.
Then I got home and Dad called me in the living room. He started yelling at me because I didn't seem upset at "getting in an accident." So I started crying again cause having him yell at me for it just made me feel worse about it. As if I didn't feel bad enough to begin with. So he apologised for making me cry, but still said he wasn't too happy about it. He told me he was just tired and upset because he hadn't slept well for a while cause of Papa. He said he just showed it a different way.
So, all in all, today sucked a**. I cried like 5 times. Mom came and gave me a hug when she got home.
Oh, and today I was tempremental. Yes, more than usual. I mean, it was BAD!! I got mad just because Bryan poked me or something in class. I even got mad at Ryan (which hardly EVER happens) because he bit my sweatshirt. I felt so stupid. So I just tried to avoid everyone instead of getting all GRRRR and probably end up crying at school. I almost cried when Bryan hugged me at the end of the day So.... again... sorry.
Currently listening :
So Impossible
By Dashboard Confessional
Release date: By 18 December, 2001
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