Yeah...things aren't getting better. Still the whole, being accused of anorexia problems...my parents are fighting more..
And know how I said only my friends are keeping me up? Yeah...that's not working too well...I don't know, I feel like I have friendships fading...I don't even know why and there's nothing I can do about it. My relations were the only ropes holding me up from that abyss I'm getting closer to...and they are starting to break. I feel like it anyway...or I am paranoid. I always feel like someone has something against me...and private agendas when it comes to my friendships. I look over my shoulder, making sure they aren't talking behind my back...I feel neglected.
I feel like s**t...I dunno, the past few weeks I've just been struggling to keep myself afloat.
I have reason to believe that I suffer from mild depression and not-so-mild paranoia..
hay janae Community Member 
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