Gomenasai journal. I don't put very many good things in you. I am bored right now. I am cold. I am hungry...I should eat something. lol....I am sort of in a drak mood. I can not do anything evil though...*sighs* I am going to my friends house later today. Only 2 more school days till our 5 day thanksgiving break. Well, what is new is that my friend was going to hook me up with this guy but he ended up lieing to her about calling me (which me didn't...the b*****d) So I don't think it will work out. I haven't even seen or met the guy. I guess I am just not ready for a bf yet. I meet all these nice guys on gaia (some are jerks yes, but I usually don't run into them) and I think...why can't I find a guy like that?? So impossible where I live. I shouldn't be thinking about this right now but I can't help it. Sometimes I need some comfort, form not just my best friends (who always offer me comfort) I just don't know. I am missing guidance and can not find someone to help me. This is a very sad journal entry. Gomenasai to all who read this for this is not a good journal entry. (bows) Ja Ne....
moon_neko_23 · Sat Nov 18, 2006 @ 08:40pm · 0 Comments |