YOU KNOW WHAT? I HATE IT! I HATE SEEING PEOPLE SOLVE THEIR PROBLEMS THROUGH SUBSTANCES! IT'S THE MOST RETARDED PIECE OF s**t I HAVE EVER SEEN! IT PISSES ME RIGHT OFF! YOU PEOPLE AREN'T HELPING YOURSELVES NO MATTER WHAT YOU THINK! YOUR F-CKING RETARDS IF YOU THINK OTHER WISE! IT'S NOT COOL, IT'S GROSS! IT'S NOT HELPFUL! IT DOESN'T HELP YOU THINK! IT DOESN'T DO ANY OF THAT s**t YOU MAY BELIEVE! IT JUST MAKES YOU MORE DEPRESSED AND A F-CKING FAT s**t (WHETHER THE FACT YOUR FAT OR NOT)! I MEAN COME ON! IT'S WAY BETTER TO BE HAPPY BECAUSE YOU WENT AND DID SOMETHING UNEXPECTED (LIKE MEET A FAV. HOCKEY TEAM BY STAKING OUT THERE BUS) AND HAVE MEMORIES (IF YOU PEOPLE REMEMBER WHAT MEMORIES ARE!) THEN TO GO THROUGH YOUR LIFE IN A HAZE OF BLUE SMOKE AND BLURRED IMAGES! MAYBE IF YOU PEOPLE REALIZED THIS s**t YOU WOULDN'T GET s**t ON AS MUCH! MAYBE YOU'D DISCOVER YOU ACTUALLY HAVE POTENTIAL! BECAUSE TRUST ME YOU DO YOUR JUST TOO DEEP IN A HAZE TO SEE IT! I MEAN WHY DO THIS s**t?! BECAUSE YOUR PARENTS SAY YOU WON'T AMOUNT TO ANYTHING? BY DOING THIS YOUR JUST PROVING THEM RIGHT! MAKE A CHANGE! PROVE THEM WRONG! IF YOU DO BECAUSE YOU THINK IT'LL MAKE YOU LOOK COOL, I JUST HATE YOU PEOPLE PERIOD. IT 'S NOT COOL, IT'S SICK! DISGUSTING! I HOPE YOU GET CANCER OF MANY VARIETIES JUST SO YOU REALIZE HOW STUPID YOU WERE! BUT SERIOUSLY THERE ARE WAY BETTER WAYS TO HELP YOURSELF, YOU KNOW HOW I KNOW, CAUSE I KNOW YOUR JUST SITTING THERE THINKING "OH SHE DOESN'T KNOW ANYTHING, SHE'S NEVER BEEN HIGH IN HER LIFE, OR DRUNK, SHE 'S A GOODY GOODY" WRONG! I WAS THERE! I WAS AN ADDICT OF A LOT OF THINGS! AND YOU KNOW WHAT!? WORST PART OF MY LIFE! I MEAN WHEN I GOT OUT OF IT, I SAW EVERYTHING SO MUCH DIFFERENTLY, AND STILL DO! THERE IS SO MUCH OUT THERE IT'S NOT WORTH WASTING ON DRUGS, OR DRINKING OR ANY OF THAT s**t! YOU DON'T HAVE TO LISTEN, OR BELIEVE ME, BUT HONESTLY, IT'S NOT WORTH IT AND SOONER OR LATER YOU'LL REALIZE. JUST WATCH
 Amikwa · Sun Nov 05, 2006 @ 06:15am · 2 Comments |
