Hey there, last night I went trick or treating with a bunch of friends. I guess I still have friends here in New England, it's so amazing^^ But anyways I went as human Inuyasha. Dave went as a murderer. Travish went as Jack Skelenton and he had a wicked awesome costume, he used make up and everything. Sair was a witchy witch, Tailsmonster was a pirate, some chick named Amanda went as a whore I guessm K-chan went as uhhhmm... Beetlejuice's girlfriend? I couldn't actually tell what she was. Eric was a cat!! That was so cool^^ Even Jon showed up, he went as Skull rider.
After a while of walking Travish, dropped me and Dave back off at our house and left. Then we went to one house just to get some candy, and we got one recess cup each. We stopped trick or treating and decided to see if anything was going on at the elementary school. There was nothing, those jurks. Oh well, at least I got a s**t load of candy, which I shared with Steve, which brings me to my main concern right now...
Mr. Wellspring called and told me that Steve has been acting up in school recently and has several detentions. His attitude has completely changed. Mr. Wellspring thinks it's because of our dad's death... Dad did die on Steve's birthday afterall and it has affected both of us. It tore me up and has been reconfiguring who I am since. But Steve on the other hand has shown little to no depression over it. We think now it is arising in him and he realizes it... I am so worried. It almost makes me want to cry. I need to help some way, but I don't know how... Steve has become so anti-social. I mean I'm not one to talk about being social, but he is too young. He needs to have friends and enjoy his years as a kid, so he won't be stuck as a kid when he gets older.
Ohh... I wish my dad never died... I miss him so very much. I'm ashamed... If he saw the twisted freak I have become it would break his heart. It's not too late for Steve. I have to find a way to fix this, I hope he gets to talk to a specialist, because I once did and it made me feel better for a while. Maybe if Jen became one of those doctor things she could cure this sadness. But I don't have a million years to wait, hopefully doctor Wilson will help out and make Steve's attitude adjustment...
I'll hopefully write again soon. If this is my last one fare thee well for good, if I'm back I can rejoice because life is so precious to me.
Bai bai
 Shielsia · Wed Nov 01, 2006 @ 07:43pm · 0 Comments |
