Written November 1, 2006 at 2.17am:
Why do I cry? I have absolutely nothing to be sad about. In face, I have every reason to be happy. I mean... I am happy. I'm extremely happy. So why...? Why can't I go twenty-four hours without bursting into tears? Like now... Why am I crying? There has to be something terribly wrong with me and the way my mind works. But... Why cry? What can possibly destroy me this much when I know that I have you? ((andthatsallthatmatters)) I'm not sad. So why, then, am I crying?
I don't know... I feel kind of lost and confused. It would be nice if you were still here with me. Your lips against mine or your arms around me would really make things better right now.
I'm sure I'll feel better in the morning. ((nosuchluck)) I'm sure I'll be okay again when I see you again.
Today... Today was good. I mean... Spending your favorite day with your favorite person can't be bad. ^_^ I'm really glad I got to spend this day with you. There's noone else I'd rather be with. ((andthatsapromise))
You officially proposed to me tonight at my favorite place in this town. And, of course I said yes. ((foreverandeverbabe)) There's nothing I want more than to be with you. You're all I need. I know that as long as I have you, everything will be okay. No regrets. No looking back. Nobody else. No day but today.
siriustoast · Wed Nov 01, 2006 @ 04:18pm · 0 Comments |