So, i'm just a tad-bit upset right now. I feel like theres no one to talk to ...i called mike like, twice and he didn't pick up, can't talk to Micah she won't help, can't talk to Catlain she probably doesn't care, and cant' talk to Mary just because i dont' want to. And i can't talk to Ray because well, he's go this own problems and what am i supposed to say? 'oh, i'm so upset Ray that you broke up with me and i just had no one else to talk to' ummm, no, not gonna work. I completly respect the decition and i'm not going to complain about it to anyone. I understand why it was made (or at least i think i do) and thats that. Life goes on and it'll be better this way. But god i HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Knowing that i'll see him in the hallways, and at lunch and know that i can't hug him and hold him and act all silly with those damn eskimo kisses really kills tme the most, but iat least the friendship isnt' ruined right? Ughhh,. hate this.
I feel like Mike....
 cheazyniff339 · Sun Oct 22, 2006 @ 04:52am · 0 Comments |
