I woke up in a bit of a daze this morning. I wrote you a letter last night. Hopefully, my mom mails it today or tonight. I just missed you so much yesterday, and I didn't know how to deal with it because it was too late to call you, and I couldn't sleep. I burnt a bunch of pictures of douche that I found hidden somewhere in my room last night. The fire in the backyard was actually pretty big and it smelled bad but it was so so beautiful. And I felt you there. It was very strange.
I miss you a lot right now, actually. I wish I was with you. I just want to kiss you so badly. I just want to hold your hand at this very moment. But I can't. And that hurts. But I have to deal with it, so I guess I'll just wait around until I can hear your voice later tonight.
I hope I can go to the show on Sunday. I want to see you more than I want anything right now. I just want to be with you.
I love you always and forever.
siriustoast · Fri Sep 29, 2006 @ 04:44pm · 0 Comments |