I woke up this morning alone. And I'm not sad. But it would have been nice to wake up with you beside me. And I fell asleep yesterday waiting for your call. And you called, and I woke up and answered. I talked to you a little, and it was really nice.
And if you die, I want to die with you.
And I'm sorry I didn't say much. I wasn't really awake. But hearing your voice made me smile. I couldn't stop smiling. Because you were on the other end of the phone. And knowing that made me happy.
I miss you terribly right now. And I've only been away from you for a day. What's going to happen when you go on tour for a month or more at a time?
Lonely people come to pray. Look at all of them beg to stay.
I think I'd go a little crazy. I'd be in so much pain because you wouldn't be there. And that would kill me. But you know, maybe it wouldn't. Maybe I'd be able to stick it out with the hope of seeing you one day soon. Just like now. Just like now, only I'd have to wait a little longer.
It'd be well worth it. Because seeing you again would make me that much happier.
I love you. I will always love you. Nothing will ever change that. Thank you for giving me life.
I love you always and forever.
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It just started raining... And that makes me miss you even more than I already do. I want to kiss you in that rain. I want to be with you right now. I love you always and forever.
siriustoast · Mon Sep 18, 2006 @ 02:20am · 0 Comments |