Ok, so i'm really depressed and stressed ot and i don't really know why...mom keeps askign me what's wrong but i REALLY don't know. I can't get ahold of Ray because he has his phone turned off and he's at the skatepark. And he atcually came to my band rehersal and then he left like 3 minutes before i walked in and i got REALLY pissed off. You have NO IDEA HOW PISSED OFF I WAS. I don't knwo why but i did. And then i started shaking bad. I don't know if it was because i was hot becuase i was working hard i don't know. Bu ti started to shake and i started tobreath funny..Catlain was asking if i was ok and all...it took me a littel while to calm down. It was soOo weird and embarressing...god, i want Ray to call me soooo bad. I really want to talk to him. And I'm really pissed at Mike because he's all like "Oh, Ray wouldn't go out with you, he jsut wants to be friends." Fine Mike, ******** you...And if that s what Ray is really thinking and wanting then thats fine, i'll survive. He's an AMAZING guy that i REALLY like. He's funny, silly, soooo attractive, and really sweet. And he definitly thinks of things that other people wouldn't think of, thats for sure. UGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ray!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cALLL MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! scream crying gonk crying gonk crying scream gonk crying gonk crying gonk crying burning_eyes
 cheazyniff339 · Wed Aug 16, 2006 @ 03:18am · 0 Comments |
