OMG!!!!!!!!!!
Ok, so like, i was reading some journal entries of Rays and like he was talking about me playing the piano and how it made him feel good or something like that....i don't know what happened then maybe it's cuz i'm just over emotional cuz of my period but i almost cried and my throat kinda hurts now because of it....i feel really stupid and all about it too but whatever. It bugs me a little cuz i want him to ask me out but then i don't cuz what if we went out and then we broke up and we never talked to each other again?
Thast would really suck, and his friendship means alot to me. I think it might be a LITTLE bit more than friendship though but i wouldn't want to say it or anything to anyone. There are just things that i would like to keep to myself yah know..
God, i've been put back into algebra 1 again. I feel soo stupid, i mean, really REALLY stupid. I don't knwo anything and i hate it that everyone else is so much better at things than i am, and no matter HOW much i work at it i still don't do good.
I guess i souldn't complain or anything though cuz there are sooo many people out ther who area WAY worse than me....
 cheazyniff339 · Thu Aug 10, 2006 @ 03:32am · 0 Comments |
