Today I did cleaning, cleaning, lots of cleaning...
just for my mom to have family over this weekend. Honestly, I hate having guests over and preparing for it is stressful because my mom wants everything neat and perfect and she can sometimes take her stress about hosting out onto me.I've still been dealing with some post-COVID fatigue that comes in waves throughout the day and it's really frustrating to deal with when your mom expects you to get things I already struggle to do done in the timeframe she wants.
At least the hard part is over now and now I can go laze around a bit more tomorrow and get myself some chicken nuggets~I really need to take better care of myself and have a better sleep schedule. This is the second or third night this week that I've stayed up and haven't felt like sleeping until 4-5 AM...it's starting to show physically and I'm sure it's not helping my COVID fatigue go away any faster. I've also been completely slacking on doing my PT stretches for almost 2 weeks now and I'm worried that I've lost a bunch of progress.
I know I need to do them to get back on track and not make things worse, but I'm scared to see the amount of progress I've lost. It's 12 AM and I've done jack
to get myself ready for bed, so I think I need to be an adult, have self-discipline and get off Gaia so I can get my act together..
