stop killing me with your finality,
stop ingnoring me all of the time.
why can i never get your attention
until i am alone and starting to cry?
please tell me that i am mistaken
when i think that you're drifting from me,
and please tell me that they are lying
when they say that you think i'm a lethargic suiside.
i have been happy all year,
but it's you who is bringing me down.
you say you wished i was happy
but i am hearing that through other toungues.
are you too busy for me?
i always kept myself open for you.
and though sometimes i feel i cant see your face without crying,
i am always missing your smile.
you keep your back turned to me, now
and i don't know how to spin you around,
i know that it's confusing with a man in your life
but youi need to remember your friends.
i never wanted to hurt you,
but it seems that somehow i have.
and though you won't tell me what it is that i did,
i must've done something terrible.
because now all i see is a blank wall,
with a mirror, where in the center, there's me.
and when i look around me i can see you,
but the mirror shows that i only dream.
i've got nobody left standing behind me,
and just don't know what to do.
but when i'm trying to find help for what i have done,
it's so much harder not having you.
stop killing me with your finality,
stop ingnoring me all of the time.
why can i never get your attention
until i am alone and ready to die?
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