I realize that I have a lot of male friends and men who I like. I don't know what caused me to write this post but I'm not going to commit to anyone. I'm happy where I'm at. I don't want anyone in my life. It's not that I'm not willing. I'm just not willing to fight over anyone. I've had problems in my life with the opposite sex due to 3 years tragedy. But I'll be all right. After all I was born in this life, no one said I had to die in someone's arms.
I love my friends and family. I love the things I do but not all of them pertain to me having to have a mate. This entry sounds emo but how am I supposed to deal with too many options when none sound right for me? I like my guy in this place or that place but honestly.. I'm still in a different spot in my life than them.
I don't want any more toys or fake relationships. I just want to settle down.
 Celeste_Orchid · Tue Sep 25, 2012 @ 06:12pm · 0 Comments |
