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1/11/2012

Today like every day from sun rise to night fall all it is nothing but pain, stress, anger, sad. If we didn't feel that way some day we feeled nothing at all. As I hant to say is like we were a eanty shell or a over size doll like we were bute at the story could not do anything instill some one gave us a quest to do something. But some how we still could think for are selfs. If we were luck we could get one happy day out of a year. Feeling like nothing bad & pain had happend. My live was like pease, oro, more then we could ever ask for.
But the woirres thing of all we didn't get one every year. If we didn't feel that pain, anger, stress or nothing at all it was somrthing that didn't even have a word to it or more like don't know want to call it. But the most we hant is that its like we don't even exsensed in this world by because more then the time no one even recognize us. Don't even know who we are are if we have something to say about something or try to stared a comershashen. Having to go throw that every day gets really earutanting. Which makes us really mad and stressed out, pest off. So lots of times don't even like to hear peopels voices.
year after year it gets reall exteamly earutanted to even like at this humen. Make us sick to even be half of their kind of creature. I just wish we could be a wild creature again. I really miss living in the forest up in the tree. Hanging up in the trees looking up into the sky all day.
The last life I had before this one was even better then this one. Even thou I was a guy 15 & some guy just about to be 32 had a crush on me & stole me from my family. At lest in that llve I had some one that reall loved me. Got me anything I wanted to have or go exsand to see my family. But here in this life I'm all alone. No love, no happyness, no joy. Not even if I'm smileing, laughing, or singing. I don't even feel happy when I do them.
My soul feels so encped that most of the time we don't even feel anything. So my sis & me try to watch something to make us laugh. But even if something makes us laugh we still don't feel any happyness or joy in are heart.
TOMORROW WE'LL WRITE A POEM THAT TALKS ABOUT ARE DAYS!!