I feel like I lived my life already.... But I haven't I'm 22 years old still too young to feel like I'm dieing... I've been dieing inside cause I was in love.... I shouldn't have been cause I haven't even met him yet... My heart is already torn, How am I to be with him now? I knew that this was gonna happen if he didn't come by now cause I'm lonely. And it's hard to get close to a guy now for me even more.... It makes me mad cause he let them tear us apart and win.... It hurts deep in me to even think this or write it... I can't help feeling the way I do cause I've never been completely close to a guy.... So it makes me more mad....
MiLadyCusanna · Sat Nov 12, 2011 @ 10:25pm · 0 Comments |