Jen is mine, blah blah blah, Ed is not mine.
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We are fated Gemini to meet beyond the night sky.
Together we are Gemini.
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They shouldn't be here,
She shouldn't be in the hospital,
She shouldn't been in as much pain as she was.
He should of known, After all nothing went the way he wanted.
Shouldn't of gotten cocky.
Should of used his head of his, and not the one down south.
She was crying, screaming out and holding onto his hand while baring down.
Should of thought things through. Should of never compared the two of them together.
It was far too late though.
All he could do was hold her hand, push her bangs away from her sweaty forehead and hold onto her and try to talk her through this the best he could.
She was crying and yelling at him. Normal he'd yell back but this time...
He knew he deserved it.
He did this to her, he put her in this spot, and the horrible part was no one knew if she was gonna make it through due to her age. Or even if they would make it.
Screaming, crying, the doctor barking out orders to the nurses and them running around.
This was taking too long. At least it seemed like it. This couldn't be right.
None of this was right.
She was in too much pain.
He was in pain.
He didn't even know what to do afterwards.
Keep them or give them up?
She wanted to keep them but how would they care for them?
He didn't want to be like this father.
She didn't want to be like her parents.
That's what they both feared.
Being some one who would walk out on their children.
Being some one who would stand there screaming at their spouse everyday of their life and ignoring their children.
God, how where they gonna do this? He hadn't even gotten his or his younger brother's body back yet and here he was in the hospital holding onto his girlfriend's hand.
He didn't want to have to explain to them why daddy was this way, or why their uncle was the way he was.
It would be heart-breaking.
No only for him, but for all of them.
Should he marry her?
With what money though...
God, why wasn't he thinking that night?
He wanted to blame his age,
He wanted to blame puberty,
But that was all stupid reasons for what he did.
What they did.
Should of thought about these things long before getting together with her.
Should of been prepared.
Should of had protection.
They where young and stupid.
They...
They are stupid.
They are young.
They never thought.
They always let actions speak before words.
They had shared that bed for a night.
They had chosen to keep doing that.
They didn't think of what could happen.
They're Young.
They're stupid.
They're dogs of the militarily.
They're young.
Too Young to be parents. She was going to be sixteen in a month.
They were too young for this.
They should of never done this.
They were just far too young to become parents.
Time was going by so slow and she had only gotten one out all the way,
And there was still another one inside her.
He wanted to run away.
He wanted this to never happen.
He wanted to never met her.
She should of stayed with her master and his wife.
Should of been loved by them.
Not him.
She should of never had those thoughts in her head at that age.
She shouldn't of been trying to do what he did.
He had to stop her.
And he did.
She had hated him for it,
She didn't see the problem with it
Until he told her his story.
She felt horrible and became depressed.
Only would be three months after would they hook up.
Holding hands,
small kisses on the cheek, the nose, the forehead and soon enough the lips.
Running from the rain,
Missing his trains on purpose to have an excuse to stay at her place.
And yet, Al never caught on.
Three more screams. Three painful screams filled the air.
But then..
That tiny little cry enter just like the last one did five minutes ago.
Healthy.
The three of them,
Healthy.
She wanted to hold them.
She wanted to see them.
She was just so tired though but she had managed to hold her arms towards one of the small babes.
She was amazing and yet so young.
One was in her arms.
The other was in his.
They had let any one that wanted to finally come in.
So tiny,
So little,
So beautiful.
Never did he think he could love.
At least like this.
She was beaming at the baby rapped in pink in her arms,
Her beautiful green eyes screamed how tired she was.
Yet here she was, with him, with her children.
His Children.
Their Children.
May-Lin Marie Elric && Elizabeth Nicole Elric
May 22, 1915.
2:30 P.M xxxxxxx 2:35 P.M.
Even if we are apart, split as two yet joined as one.
We make up both sides of a constellation...
Even on those nosy days, even on those quiet nights.
You and me revolve around this planet as stars.
 kitten elric · Fri Sep 23, 2011 @ 02:53am · 2 Comments |
