I've been very lonely lately...I only have one friend that I get to see on weekends (only if their available) and the whole week I'm completely alone in my house. Yeah I f**king know my problemsarent as big as some other peoples but f**k it I still need a f**king shoulder to cry on. And I only have one f**king shoulder that ihave to cry on but its hard to because they've got bigger and worser problems then me and I have to try and be their shoulder and I lost my other shoulder because he thought I was ignoring him since I never received his texts and now their f**king gone and now I pretty much have f**king no one. I just wannt to be happy. Thas all I f**king want. But noooooooo! I'm just a f*8;ing doormat!! I mean....seriously. I've got nothing. I'm not pretty...I'm smart (but who gives a f**king damn about smarts anymore?) And to top it all off: no one gives a f**king sh*t about except for my one friend and family. I mean....f**k it. I'm done. No one cares what I think, do they? No one gives a f**k. All they careabout is themselves, am I. Right?! Only one person in my f**king life gets me!
 Fune Sora · Sat Apr 16, 2011 @ 08:39pm · 0 Comments |
