i'm so frustrated now. i told my parents about my suicidal crap and now i'm getting cut off from my phone and computer. the worse thing about that is i need to talk to Joel about the "issues" that no one else can understand. this was something i knew i shouldn't have done, but what stupid enough to even tell them! but then again its for my safety and i know i need the therapy and the help of a priests or something like that. someone who can help me figuare out my suicidal crap. this isn't easy to live with and especially now because my parents now know what i fear most. living. hopefully the therapy works and if not nothing will and i'll just go on completing what i want most. death. so God help me please, i've lost hope once and i need your help to grab at it again sad . so please i'm begging for your forgiveness and for your hope once again. and if i ever sin as in suicide i hope that you will find it in your heart to forgive it all. to forgive every mistake that ever came over me. so please help me.
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Wiping The Tears From
Her Eyes....
im here for you bella.
may god help you<3
LIke Dying.
She Gets So SIck Of Crying