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To explain the title to myself: my zodiac.
I had always known that the Gregorian calendar messed up the western zodiac so that it was inaccurate when it came to telling where each zodiac began and ended each year.
Somehow it didn't click in my head that there was the possibility that I was not a Saggitarius.
Well, that's wrong... the idea did occur to me as soon as I learned that tidbit of information up there... but I guess it's a bit like getting into a car and driving it. You know car accidents happen, but you never really think it'll happen TO YOU. >_>
(I've not been in a car accident. I've narrowly avoided a few collisions, though, so, yeah, I've been extremely lucky. XD )
Beyond my zodiac, however, it means compatibility is... basically, I can't measure my own compatibility with/to other people.... T____T
Even so, I know what I like... I'm just too lazy to go searching for it, and am not happy about the idea of going guy searching when I'd like to sooner grab a job than a guy. -_-
Shows where my priorities are, huh? -.-;
Back in early January of this year, it seems I wrote out a little list in the Virgins Guild that I'm part of... XD The topic was, well, strongly related-relevant would be a better way of putting it. XD
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Requirements off the top of my head (doesn't mean this is all that the guy comes with, but hopefully he's better than that, and happens to have these traits):
Is willing to hug. XD (I'm pretty affectionate.)
Understands why I'm usually averse to kissing, but still wants to kiss me (and does, but allows for us to be discreet about it.)
Is confident where it is needed and counts, but a bit insecure in ways that I can hopefully 'fix' with 'reassurances'. (If it's true love, and I should hope so, I think I'd be willing to do just about anything in my power to do to cheer him up. D= )
A baritone/deeper, either slightly gravelly or very smooth voice. (I find such voices to be stunning, what can I say? XD) Please, no nasally voices. T__T They hurt my ears... they're cute in their own way, but I cannot find it in me to make love to that... I am this shallow. DX
Has hair in reasonable places, but not an exorbitant amount, and is hopefully clean cut. I want my guy to look REAL, not like a stupid Ken doll. DX
Is 'manly'. (He makes me do the right thing even when I least want to do it. >_>; My 'good conscience.' My personal Jiminy Cricket. XD)
Knows how to defend himself physically, and would be able to defend me when the moment counts, but isn't a meat head or always trying to get into brawls. (I guess it's a bit of a holdover from the childhood? I think being defended successfully is kind of sexy, truth be told... call it barbaric if you'd like, but I know what I like in this instance, and when it's necessary, if he was able to adequately defend me, it would probably make me horny as an unexpected result. O.O; )
A clean scent... nothing overly disgusting... good hygiene is kind of a must here. T__T;
Possessing of a fantastically expansive sense of humor, able to make me laugh when I need it, and even when I don't necessarily need it but don't mind it at all either... able to find me funny enough to laugh at the jokes I make, finding them genuinely funny. What? It makes me feel better when someone's laughing at my jokes. I feel accomplished, what can I say? >_>
Possessing of an incredible amount of patience when it comes to dealing with me (I will sadly be an eternal test to such patience, and often times not deliberately. T__T )
Isn't afraid to poke fun at certain things alongside me...
We could watch the world burn, and somehow find it romantic... (Dark, aye?)
Needs to be... by my side... T__T;
Knows when to be serious, and is at those crucial moments...
(Not requirements, but would love this)
Prettily colored eyes. (Blue, green, hazel, grey, any shades in between... amber.. whatever possible. Something I can find enchanting)
Wide shoulders and back, slim waist... and very tall... kind of a dream build, sorry. XD
Long hair, or at least hair that looks best on the guy... and is nice to touch.
That's all for NAO, but I has chores I should be doing. XD It's not everything, but then again, remember: perfect man does not exist... but sometimes, the perfect one just for 'you' does exist. Only a lucky few find "The one that's perfect for me" though. @_@
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I'm irritatedly entertained by the idea that I didn't think to put in 'smart/intelligent' in the list of 'must-haves'.
I would personally love it if I was romantically involved with a guy who frequently used both halves of his brain. -_-
I guess I'd hoped that the message would get across that it would take a darkly intelligent, slightly romantic guy to enjoy watching the world burn alongside me.
I would really like it if I could just have CONVERSATIONS with the guy. They don't all have to be intelligent, though we might use intelligent language. If we could talk as easily about the serious, the ridiculous, and the just-plain BIZARRE, I would love this guy. =D
Maybe not romantically, but if I can talk to anyone about this great variety of subjects I would love them.
... That's definitely one reason I love Alex so much.... T_____T
Stupid boy bands.... but the verse fits perfectly:
"It's tearin' up my heart when I'm with you/ But when we are apart, I feel it too/ And no matter what I do, I feel the pain/ With or without you."
Stupid 'everything that keeps us from making a real relationship possible!'
>____<;
Including ourselves.... T___T
Honestly! One time we delved into a conversation, arguing about whether or not Patrick Star from Spongebob Squarepants was the idiot he portrayed himself to be, or if he was hiding his genius because he didn't take pleasure in merely thinking. XD
Alex argued genius, I argued fool.
I can't even remember how we got onto that particular topic, but it started from a different place, I can assure you. XD
If I can have such a random conversation, such a strangely comforting conversation, with a guy I'm romantically involved in... that would be the greatest. =D
I wouldn't feel self-conscious about being around him, and he'd feel only a little uncomfortable being around me. >8D
I like to keep the boys on their toes. >D
 Sakura Moonflower · Wed Apr 28, 2010 @ 08:00am · 0 Comments |
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