I give up on science & math, i want to ditch it now and focus on ONLY art; Studio and visual class. They need as much hard work as my other classes, but to give that extra 10% cant be done since i have no time. Time is always my problem, or maybe the way i think - 'theres not enough time'. Im sick and stayed back home today, i have a biology test D: i should make my use of this time to catch up but i give up! Ive lost all my enthusasim, and everytime i feel like putting my art ideas on paper.. i fail. I need practice, but i have no time to practice, if i have no time to get all my needed things done let alone. I cant wait till i finish school, i am sure to spend my life 100% focusing on art and only. Already ive wasted my precious years as an artist in school - doing a few art subjects and trying at the same time to focus on other subjects. Sigh, i hope there is still hope for me. There's so much people my age better then me, i cant catch up anymore D:
Le Porcelain Doll · Thu Mar 11, 2010 @ 12:58am · 0 Comments |