I was a chicken. My friend asked me if she should ask the guy I like out for coffee for me. I debated and then said yes. There was silence, then she brought us back together and we talked. We set a date for coffee.
OHMYGODICAN'TBELIEVEI'MDOINGTHISI'VEKNOWNHIMFORSOLONG...
*inhale*
AAAAAAH!! biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin xd redface xp surprised gonk domokun heart heart heart
Yeah. That's about how I feel right now. Everything and anything.
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG I'm such a farking n00b but it's okay because I'm excited!! I probably should go to sleep but my MIND is going to be FULL of EVERYTHING and I'm still TWITCHING!!! xd
He's so pretty...I have to stop thinking about doom though. It's like I can't just think good, I have to think logical, rational, ******** and ruin the fantasy world I damn well want, lol. It'll all be fine. Life works out. I know it, I just don't always remember it or don't always believe it. If it happens, it happens. If it doesn't, it doesn't.
I just really, really, REALLY don't want to lose him as a friend. Bottom line. He's such an amazing person.
My neck hurts a bit. That's what computer burnout does to you kitties.
I'm in lust! xd I'm in like! I'm in infatuation? I don't bloody know where I am but right now I think I like it! Maybe! Whazam!
...whazam?
I need sleep. I hope my dreams are good. I also hope crush before this isn't...crushed. ^^;; I still like him too, but one boy at a time. I can't handle more than that yet. xd
 Renee the Rabid Squirrel · Fri Feb 10, 2006 @ 04:10am · 1 Comments |
