i don't like sleeping.
it's the darkness, the nothingness, that is dangerouse when exposed to me, because it makes my mind wonder.
when my mind wonders, weird things happen to it. because of you, chemicals, i hate chemicals.
and it doesn't help when you guys are there, higher beings in some other strange realm. spirits, ones that are bored and anoy me when my mind is open enough to notice them. they poke me, try to scare me, sometimes even sit on top of me, laugh at me, wake me up all the time and tease me.
what do they want.
i can't do anything about it, i can't touch them, they are on a higher plain of existance.
i wish comet could be there. i get lonely without you. i miss you when i'm lying there in the darkness.
i wish you could be there to keep me warm, and cuddle me under the blankets. then i'd forget about the other stuff, cause you're more important and you make everything bright, darkness doesn't exist when you're around.
stay with me, don't leave. please please please. i need you.
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