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Was I supposed to be hurt by that? Was I supposed to be offended? Was I supposed to get angry over that? You could have done better than to repeat the same crap everyone else tells me. You know, it's funny I guess I'm just going to be another bad relationship you'll have to explain away to your next girlfriend. Oh and trust me there will be a next one... because your life goes in circles.... and you can't stop it because you don't even realize it before it's too late. You really could have gone somewhere if you hadn't given up.

Kay, no offense hun, but give it up. You're with Rob now... be happy. As for cycles, everyone's life runs in circles. You can't escape it, but no two falls are exactly the same, no two springs, no two summers, no two winters. Change one thing and it has a chain effect. If you ask me you're just bitter and angry with yourself for how you've acted. Just, give it up. You both made your choices, move on. Life's about changing, hun nothing ever stays the same. I know that. Not all his relationships will end in tears, one will last, and more than one wont break him. You on the other hand... well... I wont even go there lest I get tangled in a web. Anyway... Yeah... Hi Areth! *walks off to her next adventure with her friends and with her loving Gaian BF.*

((Oh and P.S., Yes I am an uber b***h. And yes, I know you would have tried to split him and I up while we were together if I hadn't ******** things up myself. You pretended to be happy for me, you never really were. Let's face it, you were completely jealous and you wanted him the whole time, obviously... Or you wouldn't have dated him afterwards. Oh and one last thing I have to say... "Mreow! HISSS! rawr... You suck... And I'm a b***h! *does a happy dance.*))

1. I rule my journal so play nice or I'll delete both of the messages mwhahahahaha

2. I go in circles and it shall never break aye? Well kay look at your life. It's going in circles too. Lies, lies, lies, lies,. That is your circle. A circle of lies that rule your life. As for my circle never breaking. *Huffs* I believe I have broken it have I not? I refuse to date anyone from another country now. I'm going to poly-tech now and focusing on my career.

3. I have come to the conclusion that you never acually loved me. See, while I broke up with you I mourned that lose. There's two things that prove this. You already knew whom your next person you would go out with would be and had planned this incase we broke up. That means you were never serious really. Second reason is that you went and slept with someone on the very day we broke up. You did not mourn the lose of the relationship. Then only after did you relise you needed me. You went and made me feel like hell for almost 2 weeks, then suddenly out of nowhere you didn't need me.

Kay we are not freinds. I will not be freinds with a lier. Not to mention I myself need time to heal as I have needed in the past.

Added: Funny it is...I'm complaining now about how cold I am and how alone I am...yet I know its only me thats driving people away.