For a minute thought I couldn't tell how to fall out.
What did you think I was going to say ? Please, tell me the thoughts that ran through your head. I want to know the rush of every nerve that strikes when you think of me. The way your head spun when you knew that it's really what you wanted.
I'm still in denial. I could do this. I could've and ran straight with it. But here comes the wave of fear-- and I'm lost in the vortex of withdrawal. Should I apologize ?
It struck so soon how was I suppose to feel ? Why don't you tell me ? Why was I afraid ?
Was I wrong, was I wrong to falter and avoid the feel at all costs ? At the moment it felt correct. But I still cower under the pretension that it was because I couldn't. Don't leave me with that responsibility.
"I'm not good with words."
No one had to be.
Don't you understand ? Do you know, how it hurts like a burn through out my chest ? Just screaming at me ?
Don't you understand that I'm so scared ?
I thought about it. It seemed like everything would have went it's way. Like it was the easiest thing in the world. But then, I was all wrong. In ever way.
Nonetheless, it was still beautiful.
Along the way it's going to happen again. Happen like it did-- but this time will it be our fault ?
I can't turn back this time. I can't do that. I'm so afraid. So afraid of you.
I thought it was all going to be okay again.
I won't let it happen to you.
 Pain-Killer 4 Dead Angels · Wed Aug 19, 2009 @ 03:35am · 0 Comments |
