I was gone, nuu internets for a week. hrm it didn't bother me as much as I thought it would.
No one missed me so no big loss. xD
Did normal sheet, stay up late and be emo--
Wrote a song, drew and read books.
I've totally had an obsession with Snap lately.
Oh Sevy <3
Got a lot on my mind, let's get started shall we ?
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POEM 1
So Long as It's Still Blasphemy
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POEM 2
It Won't Last Longer Than a Memory
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POEM 3
Call Me Bl00
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POEM 4
Perish, Like The Phoenix
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So Long as It's Still Blasphemy
Cut the drapes. Aloft our expectations.
We've settled the scores.
As you depart into your schizophrenic suspension-
I will no longer settle the war battles
We once fought as children so long ago.
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Deep in your pupils. I sensed the wicked.
I sensed the cure. You moved me. You amazed.
Wrecked from the inside I believe you to be the truth.
My answer. My save from a quick slip into death.
A rhetoric social mouth. Deprived of social communication.
How could I, drenched and ripped of my being, find the forgiveness ?
The forgiveness in which you bathe.
Drunk on like the last taste of your left overs.
Wasted. Like the once hope I saw in your eyes.
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It Won't Last Longer Than a Memory
Indulge her, ache her, pretendpretendpretend.
So when she picks the folds of the creases--
keep on pretending.
Did you hear her when she whispered it so lowly ?
Did she say it loud that you fell in desperation ?
Or where you biting your bottom lip for a taste you can't savor ?
She stood ready.
Withstand her, arouse her interest, pretendpretendpretend.
Afterall, you would do almost anything.
Nevertheless of how she spoke to the world. "Listen here !"
Did you trip on your feet and toes , or hands and fingers ?
You never surprise me.
It's okay on this side where the grass is blacker.
Because the moment it slipped from your lips like smoke--
The same swear you stole from me, were as meaningless as the day
you let it slip to me like poison.
But thats alright.
Because the longer she inhales the desperation, the better the kill you'll make.
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Call Me Bl00
A field of wheat and snow.
A bench of wood and sorrow.
I dug the grounds of the hallow trees-
and laid myself a rest down under the leaves.
So when you come find me I will be drenched in autumn.
And the sprinkles of dew atop my nose.
I can view the sun rays exploding out in between my fingers.
Eating them like a Popsicle on a warm summer.
despite the beauty mother has given me--
Here under my hallow tree is my home.
Where the death of me shouts from under the roots and gives me
a name that I detest.
This hallow tree is my best friend. For I have watered it with my tears,
and picked off the dead skin for food and refuge.
So when I lay on the soft dirt and bladed grass- I want my tree
to intertwine my bones with it's roots.
So perhaps when it grows new baby spring leaves I can flutter
in the wind-- and drop into the sky.
The sky so blue.
I am bounded to the ground. One day-- I will be bounded to the sky.
The sky that calls me Bloo.
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Perish, Like The Phoenix
Die in ashes in my hands.
I'll eat the remains as your reborn in my stomach.
Rip me open and lie next to the body you destroyed.
Find the beauty in my face before I burn into ashes.
Find the beauty of my life, my words and my love.
Indulge into the scenery of my eyes.
They are the windows to my soul.
And remember the color of my blood. One day it will be yours.
As I perish under your finger tips, you eat me and I am reborn into your stomach.
I rip from your body and lie next to you.
The blood that drips from your mouth is my own.
I cherish the look in your eyes.
No matter how many times you die, and are being reborn over and over--
I know I will always remember the eyes that leaned me in for a better look.
'Cause they take my breath away.
And lite the fire in my heart-- that no matter how many times perishes in ashes--
Will always be reborn. For you.
 Pain-Killer 4 Dead Angels · Wed Jul 15, 2009 @ 04:22am · 1 Comments |
