Why just why have I fallen in love with you?
Yet still I cannot stop the overflowing precious tears from falling.
I felt young and lost back then, I could not speak at all.
The place I had to leave for a while,
Just happened to be the place where you were.
On that day I could feel desolation haunt my eyes.
I wonder if this feeling was the same for both of us?
If I had just noticed earlier,
That you were always by my side...
How can I love you so much,
Even when your gone?
When I think of you my heart burns with so much pain,
It makes me want to cry.
Always in tears, I'm still learning to speak,
Stumbling helplessly like a lost cjild.
The years pass by like eternity,
but a thing like eternity doesn't ever really exist.
You always told me it was hard to trust other people.
But what about my heart?
I don't even know what to do,
Can I even trust myself?
Even though you said you would protect me then,
Why don't you protect me now?
You stand now eyes averted.
This pain when I am with you is unbearable,
But even more so when i am alone.
is this the same for both of us?
Why can't I seal you away in memory?
The more I try to forget,
The more you are constantly in my thoughts.
You had always said you loved the night with the same expression that you said you loved me,
all those passed years ago;
Your voice was filled with so much sadness that I drowned in sadness and cried for you.
Why is it that such pain can be love?
When I was alone, I never knew what kept me sane.
I never knew who had been supporting me.
Was it you?
Why did I have to fall in love with you?
I wish we had never met.
Never fallen over onto you in the park by the lake.
All those summers we spent together gone.
Just gone
 YukariKotoko · Sat Dec 17, 2005 @ 09:33pm · 5 Comments |
