The Hate of Love
There is something I want to tell you, and it?s always on my mind. I smile, and I hold it in, or I try and push it behind. When you?re gone, and when I miss you, I sit in side and cry. I lay my head against the wall, saying it?s a lie. I don't know what this feeling is or why I just... I hate it. Some people think I?m crazy, they think I should appreciate it. But the pain of being away so long stabs more than just my skin. Against my wondering worries I never seem to win. I Scream Don?t touch me, I hate you, get away. I'm so so sorry, Oh baby, I love you, please stay. I push and shove and throw away all my thoughts of you. Some times I even wonder if you think about me too. Is it possible to feel the way that I feel now? At this young an age with someone like you? How? So I tell you with this proof of mine, so you know that it?s all true. But I feel it in my heart, and well I... I love you.
Revenant~Soul · Fri Dec 09, 2005 @ 10:29pm · 0 Comments |