*sigh* depression is setting in First i hear that my friends r calling me a slut behind my back and they've always been my friends idk wat i do to make me look like a slut cuz truthfully id really like boys then i waz joking around with one of my friends and SHE SLAPPED ME! it waz a joke i almost started crying and then i get the worst group for fam con in the world im the only girl in it and the last time i cooked i had to help the friend that slapped me and now everyone in my group hates me i didn't have a choice the teacher made me help the other group if i didn't i would have failed and my parents would yell at me but then again my parents always do why do people hate me its not right to hate someone just cuz they're trying to fit in! i hate my life idk wat i should do at first i thought of killing my self but im to cowardly to do that and i have a very low pain tolerence so i can't cut myself so i ended up screaming at my parents hitting my brother then locking myself in my room with a book ididn't read... i cryed