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BeX chronicals (YES i know how to spell that! B-e-x seeee)
HAWHAW

i started out as a really bad bad day
but for some reason i was really looking forward to pe...strange huh
i just wanted to run and run and not let anyone near me
well we didn't run, fact we didn't do much at all for once rolleyes
but it put me in a better mood so i was set for the rest of the day
sunday was a day with the parents which wasn't too fun...at all
no...fun...at...all... crying
i found out saturday night that my friend was dieing...(lung cancer from past 4generations)
he has never really been a best friend of mine i have tried to get closer to him but there was never...ever anything there
he is really hard to talk 2
anyway he tells me this...and we don't talk much or anything
and i'm speechless (he tells me through txt)
idk what to say so i eventully ask who else knows
he says ___ (a girl he has liked for 5 years) and ___ (another who he was all over on the party saturday) so i'm thinking AND WHERE DO I FIT INTO THIS PUZZLE
you just randomly start talking to me out of nowhere! really!
so all sunday he would send me a txt and i would either feel bad and not know what to say and leave it alone or i would be busy then come back to it 20minutes, then later find he sent me 2 more messages
...if i saw his message and didn't reply then i probably don't want to talk but when he would sence i'm losing interest in the conversation he would say somthing like "i'm going into kemo next week" and i would just be like
AAAAHHH xp
I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO DO!
i don't like him and probably never will unless he changed his apearence, voice, personality and behavior all in a short amount of time
but he is going to die of lung cancer somwhere between 18-25!
HELP ME emo want to care for him but there is absolutly nothing i can do, which bugs me the most
and i've sworn to secretsy so he remains anonominse(no i cannot spell for the life of me stare ) so im like aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

13ex · Tue May 19, 2009 @ 05:56am · 0 Comments


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