im ******** confused. And every day i swear i cry more over it. Idk what to think. I just want to leave. Not that it would do any good. Not that HE would want me eventho thats where i want to be. I could go to Travis....maybe..but thats not what i want. I don't want him getting ideas with that. The more i think about it. the sicker i seem to feel. Its been two days and im still scared to ******** text him. What the hell. that has nothing to do with how i feel.....or i think it doesn't.. I just wish i was with someone who understands what im going throo..or whatever it is. I must sound pathetic. Im not trying to be. Im just trying to get at how i feel. because its all mixed up and i can't think and i just don't know what to do. Somebody ******** tell me they know how to help...or something.... maybe.....
Drop-Dead-Dinosaur · Wed Apr 15, 2009 @ 04:08am · 0 Comments |