TEARS AND FEARS AND FEELIN' PROUD
Just cried my eyes out! It turns out... I'm not going to be able to go to New York with my friends after all... My parents didn't even tell me I couldn't go, they left it to Mrs. Nance... crying crying crying sad sad sad cry cry cry I was making a scarf and everything for the trip... I'd even saved up some money. My dad said that this summer, I can go with my sister to New York and Washington D.C.... Three problems with that- 1. I think this country just went down the shitter faster than a retard can fall without his wheelchair. (hence me not wanting to go to D.C.) 2. I've been waiting to go on this trip for 3 1/2 years, my friends, Broadway productions, beautiful sights, and so much more.... Why wouldn't I want to go? 3. My parents actually paid for part of the trip, so... thanks for getting my hopes up.
Sheesh... Life sucks! I mean, don't get me wrong, there are a few cool things about not going, I won't feel bad about Cori not being able to go, I won't have to fly, and I get to hang out with one of my favorite people... my sista' =^_^=. But, it's just such a huge let down! FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK! I just want to sab myself... Right in the heart.... Right in my ********' pumpin' heart! It's basically broken anyway...
Yes... -.- I love being dramatic... HENCE ME LOVING DRAMA! ********]
Don't eva let your children down, Tay
amour_et_paix_enfant · Wed Nov 16, 2005 @ 01:23am · 0 Comments |