When I grew up, each step I took wasn't for me. I didn't really care what happen to me. All I was worried for was the people I cared for. I still do. This isn't anyone's fault. I chose this path on my own. I chosed this path because I wanted to make a difference in their in eye. No one really thought and look at their point of view. I want to help other, to put a smile on their face.
As I grew older nothing much changed. Other than my smarts seem to grow farther away in books smarts, and streets smartd too. My smarts were in a different spot as most people. At the spot I stand, My thoughts were everywhere. Even on myself. I needed to know myself to weaken myself, or strength myself when needed. So I can be this wall the helped the one I care for.
My mind spreaded with every thought possible about life. To the postive to negative, to what's not possible or what's possible, and life and death. This got to the point of me believeing things, but still have the thought that life is just simple. This is the point to where I got to myself at.
A few years later, something hit on to my path. That was him. He was something I never thought will come to my path. He was able to blinded me to something that fears me, changes me, and even make me something better. My liking quickly too over powerfully. He made my life into drama.
Being near him brought tears, and so many happiness. I knew i liked him so much, it got to the point I can't speak. He was something to me...More than that. He wasn't I never met before.
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 Taiyachi · Tue Mar 17, 2009 @ 05:53am · 0 Comments |
