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why im so angry
i dont care if you hate me for posting this
noone reads it anyways
Hannah
you know what justine? im sick of you being with leah, everytime your with her you act liking a freakin' jerk and im not joking. at your party you basically ignored me and alyssa half of the time. its all about leah and you isnt it? and you know what the funny part is? shes not even a decent friend, just a troublemaker ok? and i would know.... also, everytime your away from her your fine, so could
could you explain this to me, please?
shell dump you for someone else soon enough, like your a used tissue. she just needs some to hold onto for a little bit until she finds someone better, and you should know that. and dont tell me im wrong. also, when leah told me to "get out of justine's room for 5 minutes" and "i obviously dont want to talk to you", you didnt even act mad about it, like you w
anted me to leave, just so you can be with your precious leah right? so you could talk about me, yeah, i listened to what you guys said, or at least some of it, you DO NOT need to talk about me behind my back, and alyssa too.and btw, you had BETTER not show that back-stabber leah our conversation about you know what on msn. you shouldve said it to my face, you little coward. you know, after you gu
ys went to "sleep" in your room without me and alyssa, we cried. you mad us sooo mad and upset. you should be ashamed, you know? i dont like drama at all but you, justine, have crossed the lines this time. i dont know what to do with you, all you do is hurt my feelings. should I just wait for leah to leave you? because when she does youll need SOMEONE to lean on. i know this is harsh, but i just w
ant to let you know, and i want to work this out so we can be ok again. so dont cry over this, please? it jst makes me mad. and i know its REALLY mean to talk about people, but i seriously want to work this out. your still a great friend and i still love you.
just me
ok hannah
ONE
its obvious you only listened to part of our convo. becasue i told her how much i dont want to lose you guys, and how much i love you all and i dont want termoil between us. i trold her about my problems. You know what? When we're alone is really the only time we can really talk about intimate stuff. And yeah - we knew you were listeneing, you know what i told leah when she said that? I told her
taht maybe its good taht your listenening, becasue i guess i cant say anything to your face without you all freaking out over it. And you know what ? I needed to talk to leah casue she knows taht alyssa and i are having major problems. she knows how i feel about it. And b y the way. She won't dump me, i know it. Becasue she's a good friend and doesnt get all in a crap about things. She'll tell me
straighht up to my face - justine your makng me mad. Also, speaking of someone to lean on? It sounds like you needed to listen to anotehr part of our convo. Yeah right after you left - i started crying too - so don't act like i was laughing at your or something. No. I wasn't. i wqas crying. I told leah i don't want to lose any of my friends. They are precious to me, and i love them all more then
icould ever love anyone else. She said taht she would always be there for me, and would die before she left. I told her that what if she's not there for some reason? I'll crash and burn becasue noone is there, ill be alone, dying slowly inside. And you think i approived ogf taht? I didnt even know she said taht junk! You can't act like i dont care hannah, cause i do. I care for you and for alyssa,
all the same. cause i know you would all be tehre for me. Well at least untill now. Besides ypou cant act like i didnt try to talk to you!! Aluyssa kept leaving, i truied to inclued you, and you didnt do anything. Then you left w/alyssa, i didnt want you to leave, or alyssa eitehr. I tried to inculde both of you casue i love you both so much. And then you go and leaved. YOU think it's heartbreakin
g? Well look at it from my eyes, My best friends are leaving me, and wont even talk to me. Ypou knwo what ? I didnt volentairly go out there, it took my dad yelling at me to go out with you. I came into leah crying becasue i didnt want anything to go deper between us. Look how mucch good THAT did. And how was i acting like a jerk hannah? Explain this to me. I ereally wanna know. Becasue i was doing
You know what?
what i always do. So you cant go pin this all on leah, tahts just sick hannah. UYou dont go blaming people for thinsg they dpon't do. I thought you wwere above taht. You know she is none of those things you said, ok maybe temorarly, but not at heart. She's trying, just like i try to be the best girl i can be, so is she. Everyone has times they're going thorugh and it changes them . And if you want
You know what? Thats just Sick says:
to say Leah's taking me away from you and alyssa, go look at alyssa and you for a burger flipping second and say she;'s not doing the smae with you.
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