i am standing at the edge of a cliff and i look down to the dark cold water, splashing against the rocks and side of the cliff.i begin thinking of my past and how i survied all the hell i had gone thourgh most of it was becuase of you.i think of good and bad toughts most of them being the bad.the day you died i could not remeber the happy moments we might have shared at one point, not that i would no. but see all i remeber of you is the blows to my head with your sceaming and your fist. i remeber your eyes so dark so curl and i remeber pushing you away with my hands and my right hand over your ruthless cold heart.everytimed you yelled or beat me till i was nothing, it always felt like i was under water and i could not get out becuase the ice covered it.i am standing at the edge of a cliff and i look down to the dark cold water, splashing against the rocks and side of the cliff.i take one step forward and then........
Saiya zengawii Community Member 
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