I don't know what the hell is wrong with me anymore because I'm getting depressed again. But, right now that doesn't matter. I've made so many mistakes, and it took me until today to realize it. No, it's not the mistake of who I've become (well.. maybe a little) but, it's of how I am. I know no one probably understands what that means, not even I do. I just.. want to be alone. I don't want to go to parties (especially not when I'm expected to give a gift so I'm not going to Jessica's party), I don't want to have sleepovers, I don't even know if I want to hang with anyone.. maybe Taylor.. maybe not. I just.. want to be alone..
Day_dreamer_3173_ · Sun Oct 16, 2005 @ 03:39am · 0 Comments |